Tuesday, 7 July 2009

Fear, fear, fear

Last time when I felt like now was about one and a half years ago… I am full of fear about losing my bf, losing money, relationships, about doing what I want… I know that if I don’t change it immediately I will destroy myself at all, and then lose everything what is precious and important. And after that I believe that it would occur that I didn’t have to lose that. So changes, changes, changes are indispensable.

The second thing I have discovered today is that I deserve for some pleasurable things only if I do some basic things like work, etc.

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